uhmm… i don’t know exactly why, for the last three days i’ve got something’s not right in my days. every night my tears always fall down, and it really bother me much! i try to pray.. so maybe i can lose this feeling soon, but until last night i still have those silly things.

Those are the dissaponted felt! I know that.. i still feel it, and i’m surely sure it bother me much, i really don’t want those things are back again in my days. i have my own days now, my days are not fully alone, i have my friends, and right now there’s someone who very really nice to me. i should not have those silly things again. i burried it! down in the bottom of my heart.

These three days were killing me alot!
i hate someone from the past, and i want it let it go. i hope i can really heal from my wounded, i hope i can release all those dissapointed felt.
next month will going to be a better Birthday for me, and i want to celebrate it with all i have now… without anything from my past… i have to let it go… have to!!!

well.. i hope i can sleep well tonight..